It’s sad sometimes when you tell a friend you are going to see a concert.
Then you tell them who you’re going to see…and they are like…“WHO?”

Anyways….I do not care.
All I know is that, I love this band!
And I am going to have a good time.

This is the second time I have seen Styx in concert.
Both in Ottawa. Both in the same venue.
And both turned out to be a one hell of a show.

Light shows and effects was just half of it.
The music kept me singing all the way through.
It is just so amazing how you see them play their songs live,
the way you hear them on the CD.
I mean I never thought it was even possible to play those songs live.

I don’t care if Styx is an old band.
I don’t care if their songs don’t play on the radio anymore.
I don’t care if Tommy Shaw reminds me of David Spade..
Styx ranks very high on my list.

Allanah Myles opened up for them.
And Lord….bless her heart…
if she would have just relaxed and sing her songs
instead of trying very hard to be sexy and funny
or at least try to remember the words and the notes of the song.
Because it’s either she is a half step flat, or we are sitting too far.

I mean she looked pretty good with that Blood red cocktail (mini) dress,
but when you sit like a trucker, it doesn’t really appeal as a legendary Diva.

There was one point when she sang “Black Velvet”,
where she was trying to be very sexy, slowly sitting down,….

then BAM!!!

..she lost her balance and hit the floor like a drunken co-worker
on your company’s Christmas party.

Anyways….
The way STYX performed made us forget everything.
They played every song like it was their last.
God, how I wish I could give that 100 percent to every music that I play.
Maybe I need more inspiration…..
Maybe…I need more alcohol.

You know it’s pretty cool this “trick or treat” gig for kids.
The only time of year they go crazy with candies, chocolates and tooth decay.
Though recently, you don’t see kids dressed up as classic ghosts, ghouls and monsters.
Nope…no more Dracula…Frankenstein…or the Prime Minister.
They all dress up as their favorite Disney character…or a Tele Tubbie..
or some sailor from the moon.
I don’t know….seems like something went wrong somewhere.

But what do I know…I grew up with no Halloween.
There are no walking around in scary costumes asking for candies in the Philippines
(coz that would be every saturday night).
I totally do not know how excited a kid can be this time of year.

Buuuutttt..let me tell you what we do on halloween back home.

All the kids go together singing “Soul” songs.
I am not talking about “Aretha Franklin gut belting Soul tunes”.
I mean… Soul of the dead songs.
One that goes,
“The soul of the dead are coming, they walk the streets, they would enter your homes,
scare the hell out of you, empty your fridge, and use your bathroom.”

No it doesn’t really go that way, but it would have been more fun if it did.

Anyways, as I was saying.
We go from house to house, singing songs of the dead,
and they give us MONEY!!!

Oh yeah!
By the time we circle the whole block,
we have enough money to wipe out the nearest convenience store of their “The Bar Gin and Tonic” drink.

See?
Who needs all those candies and seeing costumed people walk the streets?
by the 3rd bottle …everybody looked funny and scary already.

Oh! To be a kid again.

I just read that last rant I did.
What in Hell’s Bathroom am I whining about??
Suck it up you freak!!!
You sound like a country song!

Anyways.
Allow me to introduce our family’s newest member.

Picture 1 Picture 2 Picture 3 Picture 4

Name: Nimbus
Born: Aug. 23, 2001
Breed: Bichon – Shih Tzu
Likes: following us around, constant touching, non stop licking.
Dislikes: water, being left alone.
Number of times being stepped on: 3
Number of baths: 1
Number of business done in the house: 10 12
Number of business done outside: 0
Roll of paper towel used for cleaning up after his business: 1

Makes you smile after a hard days work…..PRICELESS

I do not understand how this world is so unfair.
Hate and anger lurks inside my heart.
Lord sweet Jesus….please help me…one of these days….I do not know what to do.

I do not understand.

There are so many things to be done that you can’t do.
Things you want but you can’t have.
Time that you need but you do not have enough.
Time that you have but you can’t spend.
Songs that you can’t sing.
Music that you can’t play.
Knowledge that you can’t learn.
Food you can’t eat.
Clothes you can’t wear.
Words you can’t swear.
People who won’t accept you.
Things you have to go through.
The more you try, the more it’s not enough.
The more you think you are brave, you realize how scared you are.
The more smart you think you are, the more stupid you know you look.
Sunrise and sunsets you haven’t seen.
Grass you haven’t walked barefoot on.
Butterflies you can’t catch.
Flowers you haven’t smelled.
Places you haven’t been.
Movies you haven’t seen.
Nights you haven’t slept.
Tears you haven’t wept.
Rain you haven’t bathed in.
Words you wished you said but you didn’t.
Thoughts you have you wish would leave.
Friends you have are a million miles away.
People you love actually hates you.
People you haven’t met.
Sometimes you wish you never did.
Laughter that dies before it leaves your breath.
Anger that won’t come out.
Headaches you can’t bear.
Books you haven’t read.
Prayers you haven’t said.

I do not understand this cruel world we live in. Why is the glass half empty?
Why me? Why now? Why?

It all seems so stupid it makes me want to give up,
but why should I give up when it all seems so stupid. – Depeche Mode

Yeah you know what I am talking about!

Vacation is over – Back to the grind.

Well….that’s it.
Back to work tomorrow.
Spent my whole vacation doing absolutely nothing!

I didn’t go away….no travel…no stress.
All rejuvenated for more productivity
…hahahahaaaaaaaa…… I can’t wait for the long weekend.

I also would like to thank all my good friends who have checked out this site.
I have gotten so many hits that if I would have to put ads and banners,
I would have earned enough money to buy this.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my other Loving sister Elizabeth!

Love you always Sis!!

Now you gotta send me pictures since you and I look alike.
I bet I would look good if I was a girl.

I would never leave the house.

After days and months of testing and decision making,
this website is officially hosted and maintained in my own little place.

Windows,
running Apache web server.

I had to take into consideration a whole lot of stuff,
like security, wiring, performance and OS installation.

It’s all good though.
Now I do not have to abide by anybody’s rules. No space limit.
No file restrictions. No ads or banners. No problem!

So if ever this site is down.
Blame this guy.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my Loving sister Evelyn!

Love you always Sis!!

Check out her business at Goodsail.com

Today starts my 2 weeks Vacation.
To be honest, I have no clue on what to do.
Since the Sept. 11 tragedy, I have not been in the best of moods.
I don’t think anybody was or still is.

So I did some thinking.

I thought about how it amazes me what people do to each other and themselves.
Why would anybody have the guts to cause harm to somebody else?
Why would someone choose to be a terrorist?
I mean c’mon! Honestly!
Do they wake up one morning, sip their coffee,
and say, “Yup! I have decided to be a terrorist.
I want to strap high explosives onto myself, scare the living daylights out of everybody,
kill them and me.”

Holy crap!!..I guess now that Hitler and Napoleon are dead,
there is a good demand for terrorists and killers huh?

Why not choose a different career?
Work in a restaurant.
Teach kids how to spell.
Work in a car wash.
Whatever….

Then I realized..
I know why these people do it.
To them, they are regarded as nobles or heroes in their religion and tradition
if they destroy anybody who does not do what they do, believe in what they believe,
and think the way they do.

Well let me tell you this.
I do not know what planet or place that belief came from,
but in my world,
These are the true heroes. Hero 1. Hero 2.

Still in shock.
Two planes crashed into the World Trade Centre twin towers,
one into the Pentagon, and one just outside Pittsburgh, PA.

What can you do?
What do you say?
Can you just imagine the height of anger and grief?
How could someone have the audacity to do this to humankind?

Before I say what’s on my mind,
please say a prayer for the innocent victims and their loved ones.

“Eternal rest, grant unto them O Lord, and let your perpetual light shine upon them”

Now. My turn.
Telephone ringing.
I wake up …. My brother yelling,

“Are you watching the news!?”

I mumbled, “I am not! You just woke me up! “

He said….
“Hurry! Terrorism in New York!!”

I turned my TV on.
And the World Trade Center’s sister building is missing.
Freakin’ smoke surrounding the tower!.
What the fuck is going on??

Then it happened..

I saw the other tower collapse. I am witnessing death as it happens.
Thousands of lives trapped.
So much anger. So much pain.

I know as of this time” (7:04 PM), there is still no word on who the fucker is.
The news media is trying to be “Politically Correct”, making sure no one would be offended.

I don’t care!! Whoever you are or whoever is involved….
What are you trying to prove you Motherfucker !!!???
First of all, You better take a fuckin’ shower because you stink!!!
And second of all, enough with this bullshit terrorizing and killing people.
You and me buddy…. hand to hand, old fashioned fist fight!!
I am going to fucking kick your ass!!

WAIT!! make sure you shower first because I won’t be able to stand your stench! Your whole being stink like the fucker you are!
Your soul reeks of shit, pus and worthlessness.
I am fucking shaking just writing this down!

All you hear is the word “horrible attacks”, “cowards” and “how vulnerable we are”.
FUCK THAT!!
It’s time for someone to stand up and say,

“We know who the bastard was….and we will beat the shit out of them!”
“We will skin them alive, pour A1 sauce on them and feed them to New York rats and cockroaches!”

Anyways …
Wherever you are, whoever you are.
I hope you are fucking happy, because once BUSH gets a hold of your cowardly ass,
He will stab your pecker hole with his Texas bayonet!

I hope your children, and your children’s children
will feel what you have contributed to this world.

And lastly, You know what I am going to do?..
After I offer my prayers,
I will go and get me some McDonalds’ Big Mac Burger meat!
Super Size!!
and I will just enjoy “FREEDOM”.

Something we know you don’t have.

Fucking Coward!