Do you belong?

Do you ever notice sometimes
That you don’t belong anywhere?

Like everybody likes a certain thing and you just can’t get why?

On your daily drive, everyone seems to be going slow, or faster than you?

Like everyone is on to a joke and you still never heard it?

Like the whole world is giving everyone their chance,
and you are still there waiting with your hand out?

Like God has answered everybody’s prayers but yours?

And the music in your head is playing a different tune.

That’s what I feel with the world we live in.
Or “I” live in.

Because I am so sure,
I am meant to live at a different place,
in a different time,
with a different face.

Tweets from 2012-05-19

  • Nevermind @Avid. Thanks anyway. #
  • I know you think you're not a good one. But you are. It's tough being a Mom. Happy Mother's Day. #
  • Dear Mom. Sorry about my laundry. And for clogging the toilet. Happy Mother's Day. #imhungry #
  • All this hate and rage inside me is enough to get me a one way ticket to Hell. #seeyouthere #
  • Words to ponder. #quote http://t.co/pDixjhI8 #
  • Watched the first 2 Batman movies. And played Arkham Asylum on PS3. I think I am ready for the third. #
  • "Why do we fall, Bruce? So that we can learn how to pick ourselves up." – Thomas Wayne #Batman #
  • Thanks Mom for surviving the biggest challenge of raising me. http://t.co/eBSiRdpE #
  • I did. It's great! Thanks.
    RT @pandora_radio: "If you're up for an 80's flashback day, make a New Order station!" -@jasflowers #
  • If you want it to rain, just let me know and I'll wash my car. Because even if it's hot as Hades, it will fucking pour once I did. #
  • My point of view. http://t.co/0iMQIp4a #
  • Good lord. This thing just made my car smell like a mixture of moth balls and a urinal puck. #throwingitoutnow http://t.co/009Ujlzg #
  • Where can I get those Shaldan ones without paying ridiculously for shipping? #
  • I don't know about you, but I am gonna get that new #tenaciousd album. #rock #
  • How to use Facebook – is trending on twitter.

    Wait. What? #

  • Speaking of which. I'm gonna have to start cleaning out that account. It's starting to lose its appeal. #
  • Music is my Christian Grey. #
  • I take that back.
    Apple. Apple is my Christian Grey. #domsub #
  • I'm sure they put these years for age verification, just in case the newborns want to check it out. http://t.co/gH7e3t7B #
  • Last night's attempt to make music was frustrating. It's just doesn't sound quite right. Let's try again later ok? #dontgiveupeasily #
  • Is People Magazine's Most beautiful man/woman exclusive only to celebrities? Because I know a lot of beautiful people other than them. #
  • This and Music.

    RT @DizzyBlondeBlog: Love is the only thing I've discovered that takes you from just living to being truly alive 🙂 #

  • You are an adult. "I don't know" and "I don't care" are not answers anymore. #truth #
  • I think I just turned on the "Release- pouring-rain switch" when I stepped out of the building. #soaked #
  • "You are my only one. And that's not even half of what you are to me."
    – [@rivalsons] #bestmusicquote #stuckinmyhead #
  • Today, I pay tribute. #donnasummer #discoqueen http://t.co/53Rhz1rq #

The young once?

I remember one time my friend Eric and I were talking about the old days,
reminiscing about our High School adventures and mischief.
Then we reached that awkward moment of silence where we start thinking about
how we miss those days and wished we were back and re-live them.

It’s funny how when you were young,
you couldn’t wait to grow up and do what the adults do.
Make your own decisions.
Go wherever you like.
Do whatever you please.
And experience a lot of things without asking permission.

Ahh. The Adult life.

What we didn’t know then,
that being older comes with a great load of burden called “Responsibility.”
And that is a big wake up call for everyone.
You don’t see that when you are young.

But in my opinion, I really wouldn’t want to re-live my past.
It is something I really do not want to remember or ponder on.
Though, I would like to go back and right all the wrong decisions I have made
And steer my future self to a better one.
Or a better possibility of achieving my dreams.
Be at the right place at the right time, sort to speak.

We remembered this story about one of our professors
who was chatting with us and told us this:

“You all think that this time of your life is horrible,
but you will look back on it and wish you were still at this point and wishing it never ended.”

He was right.

And imagine us telling the youth of today this?
They would probably say what we told our elders then.

It’s a vicious cycle.


“Enjoy your youth.
You’ll never be younger than you are at this very moment.”
– [anonymous]

My Mom

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A big thank you to my Mom, this Mother’s day.

Being a mom is the hardest job in the world.
There are no set hours.
No time-outs.
And no breaks.
They are just programmed to do it.

And if a mom, even for just one second think that they are not doing a good job and doubting themselves..

Don’t.

Thanks Mom! For surviving the biggest challenge of raising me.

Twitter Weekly Updates for 2012-05-12

  • Down to Mexico – http://t.co/w5qiluj4 #
  • "Just because I couldn't do it today, doesn't mean I'm not going to be able to do it someday" – Arthur Boorman – http://t.co/N9X3WP8s #
  • Is it too late for a #StarWars all cast group pic? Of course not. http://t.co/YOj0BNVB #
  • A guitar with a custom carved gargoyle? Why yes. I do want it. http://t.co/NIAGvu4V #
  • Apparently a side effect of the meds I'm taking is enhanced irritability. I wonder if that would stand in court if I murder anyone. Or when. #
  • Walking with my shadow. http://t.co/844M7tlL #
  • Just feeling the sea. http://t.co/xO9tW1Fe #
  • Excuse me. What are your store hours? http://t.co/FaqWgPpK #
  • Shout out to these chills that are multiplyin' #
  • "You put your arms around me and I'm home." – @christinaperri #nowplaying #
  • Instagram is acting up weeks after it was purchased by Facebook. Coincidence? I think not. #
  • Come to think if it, if I was bought with billions of dollars, I would act up too. #
  • T-Mobile will start supporting the iPhone by year end. My AT&T contract expires around that time. Coincidence? I think not. #exodus #
  • If my stupid car won't start again. I'll tell you how. #waystopickmeup
    I think I got this hashtag wrong. #
  • Uuggh! This teeth grinding has to stop. #
  • I know it's old, but this is the best autotune so far. #sweetbrown #coldpop http://t.co/J8flJp9y #
  • You mean I have to go outside again today? It's dangerous outside. The civil war happened outside. #

And then you realize

One thing for certain about growing up is you get to find out
more about yourself.

You are not the same person from years past
and you get to realize your true colors and your true being.

I’ll be honest for once.
I see myself much like a computer.
Input, output.
Yes, no.
Ok, cancel.
Garbage in, garbage out.

I really don’t like what I see.
The program my creator coded for me
is more complex than I can process.
I don’t think he cares much anymore.
And neither do I.

Either I need to reboot and start over,
or I just need to shut the fuck down.

I’m rooting for the latter.

Run down to Mexico

It’s Cinco de Mayo!
An amazing day for Mexico to celebrate their heritage and pride.

A place where Americans run to for leisure or necessity.
I would love to run there when my situation gets out of control.

Which brings me to this song I covered back in 2006.

Down to Mexico
Music by Paul Gilbert
Guitars and Voices by yours truly.

You don’t have to bring your friends
and maybe you can meet yourself a friendly señorita.

I made this a long time ago, so you will see a lot more mistakes.
Well, plus I was on my third tequila shot.

Happy Cinco de Mayo!

Olé

Twitter Weekly Updates for 2012-05-05

It’s May already

And since it’s May 1st,
I have this song stuck in my head.

FIRST OF MAY
Music by – The Beegees
Voice and all instruments by – Yours truly

I did that about 2 years ago.
I couldn’t really decide if it was a Christmas song or not.
You know, Xmas trees and all.
Or maybe it’s the Theme song for the Kilusang Mayo Uno, in the Philippines.
I don’t know.

Anyway.
Listen to how I butchered this one
and check out the other butchery I have done under the Chorus page.

That’s if you are brave enough.
Or bored.