I heard this question today while I was watching tv
here in this Canada Winter Storm,
All sick with the colds and cough,
waiting to get shipped and quarantined
at the center for disease control.
Question:
“Would you re-live your worst memory?”
Or
“Would you rather forget your best one?”
My answer?
I’ll re-live my worst.
Happy memories are the only ones keeping me here.
What’s your answer?
Last night’s first journey for a loved one got a little overwhelming.
It’s only the first step.
The following events may become very intense.
But no matter.
You don’t give up on people you love.
You just don’t.
Been in Ottawa since Wednesday last week.
Today was the first time I actually sat down and paused.
Things have been very crazy.
I am not here on a pleasure trip but it’s turning out to be quite a fun time with my family. Especially during our trying times.
As tradition, I usually present a song for Easter.
I normally prepare a song of worship.
Not this year, I guess.
I’ll be honest with you, I haven’t believed in miracles in a while.
I think miracles only happen to those who have money and/or good looking.
The beautiful people get everything.
I, sadly don’t have both.
I don’t believe in miracles.
Do you know what I believe in?
Family.
I believe in family.
That’s why I am here.
And with the faith I have in my family,
I start to believe in hope.
It may be too late, but it is still something to hold on to.
Here’s to hoping your Easter weekend was good.
PS- Sincerest thanks to my friends who have extended their support. You know who you are. Thank you.
One piece of news can change everything.
I really hope this is just a bad dream.
But I bet it’s not.
No matter how hard I pray that it may be,
God is too busy answering everyone else’s.
But jokes on him.
I am used to disappointments.
None of the Single music posts are currently working for ..
God knows how long.
I never really knew it, up until today.
Shows you how many people listen to my crap.
That includes me, I guess.
Anyway.
I’m working on it.
You just sit there and look pretty.
Not that you really care.
“Music doesn’t always help me heal.
But at least playing is my way of talking to myself.
My Guitar listens. She agrees with me.”
–TM
I did this YouTube cover a long time ago.
FRAGILE (Cover)
Music by – Rick Price
And I just saw that it got more than a thousand views?
I never expected any of my stuff to go around like that.
That’s a milestone for me!
So, let’s call this “Fragile Friday,”
instead of “Flashback Friday.”
Not only to celebrate my Milestone View Number count
but also because I am a little sick with some form of flu.
And I feel as “Fragile” as a little girl
who got her heart broken, realizing that unicorns aren’t real.
They’re not, are they?
Someone from the Philippines,
Using an iPhone,
Spent almost 5 hours looking at my site.
Or searching for something.
That’s a lot of patience for viewing it on such a small screen.
I don’t even stay on here that long.
5 minutes.
Tops!
I hope you found what you’re looking for.
There is nothing remotely interesting on here.
Unless you find my awesome personality
and my vicious guitar talent amazing,
then message me.
I’m kidding. That wasn’t true.
I am not amazing at guitar.
It’s sad that the only way you get people to listen to your concerns is either you show them your anger or your money. I don’t have money.
— Ty Martell (@denofmusic) March 20, 2013
That’s why I am angry a lot, I guess.
I never get heard because
I have no money to slap on people’s faces.